Regardless of what’s gonna happen, i have a feeling this coming year is going to be the most challenging year i’ve yet to experience in my life. And i just don’t know how i’m gonna get through it and still have my sanity intact at the end of it.
It probably sounds dramatic cos I’m only 21 and there’s still decades of adulthood to go through and it’s probably only gonna get harder, but i suppose ‘real’ life has only just begun for me recently and i hadn’t been preparing myself for it.
And there are decisions to be made quick and each has its own set of challenges, so now it’s a matter of choosing the lesser of two evils and i haven’t figured out which one that is. I need time to think but time isn’t even on my side.
Oh my God. I guess that’s why people settle; it’s easier.